Friday 27 May 2016

B.A.P Sydney AWAKE Concert 2016

27th of May, 2016 AKA best day of my life!

So in April I managed to buy a VIP ticket to B.A.P's concert (OMG) and yesterday was their concert and I honestly have no words to describe how perfect the concert was. I literally tear up thinking about how amazing my day was.

So I jigged uni and went to Luna Park's Big Top at 10am to line up with a few friends and we were pretty much near the front of the line! It was so damn cold though so I was dying. We made friends with the people around us and played games and stuff and one of the girls lining up with us bought hot chocolate for us all because it was cold and I was literally so touched! Anyway~ the doors wouldn't open till 6pm and we were there from 10am so it was a long wait!

At around 2pm (?) we were taken in groups of 20-30 to go process our tickets and pick up any merch. I got my ticket process, got my wristband and my signed album. Now, whenever I get a B.A.P album I swear I ALWAYS get a Junhong photocard (not that I really mind), but I really want to have one of each member CRIES. Lucky me, I got Junhong's signed album AND his photocard but I traded the photocard for Himchan! Now I'm only missing Youngjae and Yongguk photocards :D

Anyway, we ended up moving up the line to cramp up and make space and I thought my friends and I would be near the front but we weren't~ But our view inside the venue was still pretty damn good! I regret taking my bag and scarf inside with me though because it started to get REALLY hot!

So, at 6pm we were let in and I think around 6:30 (?) Daehyun the cutie started a V App stream and everyone in VIP had their phones out watching it together and we would scream and cheer so they could hear us and their smiles were so damn cute I almost passed out! The concert started a bit after 7pm and when they came out I swear my world just stopped.
Like literally.
It just stopped.

I felt like they were gliding across the stage and it registered in my mind that B.A.P were real people! I was dying and the concert had just started! I'm pretty sure they started with WARRIOR and the fanchants were spot on! I'm not sure the order of the songs they played but they sang a lot and it was like a club in there! I was jumping and screaming and slightly head banging HAHAHA

So some things that I remember clearly, they all look so good in real life! Photos do not do B.A.P justice! They're so perfect I cried. Youngjae's solo murdered me like people do not acknowledge it much! He was being all sexy and he was teasing us and omg I was dying! He kept biting his lip and slightly stripping his jacket off I CANNOT BELIEVE THIS YOO YOUNGJAE HOW COULD YOU DO THAT TO ME! I don't know if this is the title of the song but it's called 'Slow Motion' (?) It's an English song and omg his English is perfect goodbye world I have lived a good life.

Jongup and Junhong also did their solos and they S L A Y E D their solos! Jongup dances and sings so well my heart couldn't take it! At the end of his solo he gave us this cute smile and woah okay slow down there boy don't kill me now. Junhong did he well known remix solo including Pillow Talk by Zayn and everyone died regardless of who their bias was. That boy has grown up so damn much since debut!

Feel So Good is such a good song to hear and see live! I was pretty much screaming  the lyrics of the whole song HAHAHA During Yongguk's rap he was swaying his hips and I was like nope I'm done ya'll are invited to my funeral tomorrow. Daehyun was a cutie as always and took my heart away! Himchan, regardless of his injured arm (which btw, he took his sling off), danced the best he could and sang so well I teared up so much guys CRIES. Youngjae's vocals damn son! You needa stop biting your lip though cos that's my weakness HAHA Jongup sounds so good live I'm not joking he's actually such a good singer! Junhong is such a cutie just throughout the whole concert not just this song!

So when it was time to sing With You, Daehyun first wanted us to sing the 'With You, With You' part together. So they would say 'With You, With You' and we would say it after them and then we'd keep going until the 'My Baby~' part which we would say. We were pretty loud and we did that a few times before the song started and we waved our banners that our fanbase admins created (THANK YOU!) and I honestly just started crying. I've been a fan of B.A.P since debut and their music helped me through difficult times and when they entered their lawsuit period I sobbed so hard. To see that they made it past such an obstacle and come out as 6 again and to see them in front of my face with new songs...I couldn't control myself I cried! After that they said speeches in Korean and they were translated and I was crying harder with every speech! I'm pretty sure Himchan and Jongup saw me crying cos I swear I was looking into their eyes and omg my heart is gone! After the speeches Yongguk was like 'this is our last song' and everyone started screaming because we didn't want them to leave ): So we sang Excuse me together and it was lit af! After that we said bye and they kept waving and throwing hearts and kisses and I was still tearing up and then they left.

I had high touch though so we would still see them! Unfortunately, I don't remember much with high touch ): The staff literally made us go through high touch so fast I don't remember the order of the members ): I think Jongup was first and Himchan was definitely last and Daehyun was somewhere in the middle~ I told each of them I loved them and high-fived them and I don't really remember looking at their faces but I know they were all smiling and being cute and I almost started crying again HAHA

Honestly though, it was such a great night! Minus the cold weather that made me sick, B.A.P really know how to put on concerts like wooooah! Every song was so lit and it had you jumping and head banging and waving your light stick and feeling sweaty af afterwards but it's a good kind of 'feeling sweaty'. I didn't take any photos because I wanted to enjoy the concert and I only slightly regret not doing that because right now, I feel like I dreamed the whole concert. I would do anything to go through that again, and the next time they come, I will line up earlier and hopefully the weather isn't cold and I'll be near the front (: The ticket this time was $250 which guarantees high touch and a signed B.A.P Carnival album~ I think it was worth it and I would pay even more if high touch could go a little longer~ I hope next time they come in Summer so the sun sets later and so we're not dying in the cold! I'd rather sweat than feel cold under the thin layers I was wearing HAHA

But yeah, great day, great friends, great concert, B.A.P were perfect af and now I know they are real people, I can die happily! My funeral is today in Sydney if ya'll wanna come HAHA bury my B.A.P albums with me please xD

I recommend any of you guys who read this to go to a B.A.P concert if you wanna feel like you're at a party/club. You won't regret it! Their songs are such jams to sing and dance to!

Time to go dive into my Post-Concert Depression now~ LATERZ FAM!
I LOVE YOU B.A.P AND THANK YOU FOR THE BEST EXPERIENCE OF MY LIFE!

Thursday 13 August 2015

R A N T

Its been AGES since I last posted here but while other times I may have written positive posts, today it's pretty negative...

So I'm not completely sure about this but I think Billboard was doing this fan face-off competition thing and they kinda made the mistake of putting kpop fans against English speaking bands aka 1D fans. So T-ara and 1D were up against each other and T-ara won so some 1D fans are mocking/being disrespectful to kpop and Korea overall. Now at first, I would just read what people were saying and some of the fans were saying "oh QUEENS cheated we want them disqualified" and "who even is this group our boys can slay them any day" and even then I still didn't mind. I disregarded these comments because heck, it's just a fan face-off so it has nothing to do with the band itself in my opinion. It was a battle between fans and not the actual group. Some people have unfortunately taken it TOO far.

As I'm writing this I actually feel a whole heap of emotions. I feel suffocated, disgusted, angry and extremely upset at what I have been seeing on twitter. Now I'm not a fan of T-ara, I'll be honest, but I did not like the way they were being treated. But now, some directioners have begun to bring in other kpop groups and mocking them. I don't know how many people who read this (if there's any) will know about Ladies Code but just in case some people don't here's a summary of their story.

Last year, around the end of August/early September, Ladies Code was in a car accident and it was REALLY BAD! One of their members, EunB had passed away on the 3rd of September ): a few days later on the 7th, another member, RisE, passed away as well. It was a really traumatic and sad time for pretty much everyone in the kpop fandom.

Anyway, this one directioner started mocking EunB and laughed about how she passed away. I've honestly never felt so disgusted in my life. That is so disrespectful you don't mock someones death. I started tearing up just looking at the tweet. This person then began to make memes of EunB and how she is not alive.

I have never felt so disgusted by humanity in my life. It's fucking 2015 and you're acting like an uneducated piece of shit. Grow the fuck up and stop being disrespectful and racist. I can't even go on twitter at the moment because I just struggle to breathe thinking I'll see disgusting tweets like that.

I honestly don't understand people??? Why are there still a large amount of racist people out there? So what if they're Asians and you don't understand their music? We're not asking you to go listen to them??? Not every single country is going to listen to English music.
This is how I think of it;
English speaking countries, such as Australia, America, New Zealand and Britain, will most likely listen to English music as they understand that the most.
African countries, such as Sudan, Egypt and Dubai, will listen to Arabic music as they understand ARABIC the most.
Korea listen to Korean music since THEY UNDERSTAND KOREAN THE MOST.
Japan listens to Japanese music the most; China listens to Chinese music the most; India listens to Indian music the most and so on and so forth.
Just because more countries speak English does not mean that your boys are superior to every single other group regardless of genre and/or language.

Some directioners are also calling kpop idols ugly, and even calling kpop fans ugly.
I'm sorry but you have not seen EVERY SINGLE kpop fan and you are racist as fuck so of course you would find them ugly.
tumblr source

This was a photo I just saw on Facebook and I feel so disgusted. I covered the names because I'm not going to stoop down to their level but this is just...
I'll put the link of the tumblr where these photos are found.

The thing that pisses me off the most about these kind of comments is that what the fuck do their looks have to do with the music. Pretty sure making good music does not mean that you have to be a bloody model that everyone is going to fall in love with. If you like a band solely for looks then you need help. Good looks are a bonus for most people who actually listen to music to ENJOY it.

The second tweet in the photo, which is the first one that appear on the right, horrifies me. Why you calling her a whore? You don't even know her. And the one calling a person a bitch? Don't be racist by saying ching chong you inconsiderate piece of shit.

Society confuses the fuck out of me. You see people like "omg looks aren't everything don't worry!" and "you should ignore people who bring you down" yet here are people constantly making people insecure. I'm pretty sure Jimin from Bangtan Boy is super insecure about himself and to see someone call him 'ugly shit' okay um wow. Do you not feel guilty at all?

The thing that confuses me the most is that these directioners are still but hurt over their loss T-ara fans HAHAHAHA wow. You actually rely on a stupid face-off to prove your fandom is the greatest okay. Get that stick out of your ass and mind your own business. There was no need to start a fan war with a fandom of a music genre you've never listened to.

Stop bringing other kpop groups into this mess.
Don't mock the deaths of kpop idols.
Stop being racist.
Stop being disrespectful.
Stop being rude and for the love of God, PLEASE grow up!

Even after writing all this, I still feel so suffocated and angry. I also feel partly broken. It sounds stupid that I'm getting so worked up over something like this but when I think about this in depth. I feel like Asians in general are made fun of way too often. So what if people are different? Life would be so boring if we were all the same. This has gone from getting angry over losing to T-ara fans, to mocking kpop idols, to insulting Koreans, to being racist to Asians. Come on, its 2015 why are people still being racist? It needs to stop. I am so over people mocking others simply because they are a different race and speak a different language.

After all this, I advise any kpop fan who reads this to NOT stoop down to their level. Karma is going to come back and fuck them up. I'm not going to judge to WHOLE 1D fandom because of the act of some stupid ones but there are A LOT of directioners being rude on twitter and it disgusts me. I'm not saying us kpop fans are ALL good but there is honestly no need to keep this fight up over a stupid fan face-off. Respect each others music preferences and move on. I'm personally not a fan of One Direction but they aren't too bad and I like some of their songs.

Anyway I'm going to stop my rant here because if I keep going it probably won't end HAHA. I still feel suffocated as fuck and I've sworn so much in the past hour than I have my whole life. I even started saying the 'f' word omg. I should probably go and try to calm myself down as well as avoid twitter to the best of my ability. I honestly hope that this all dies down by tonight and that people actually do grow the fuck up.

THANK YOU FOR READING (if anyone did read it) AND HAVE A GOOD NIGHT/MORNING!

Monday 6 April 2015

surprise?

HI GUYS~
it's actually been so long since I last posted here. The last time I posted was when Jessica was kicked out of SNSD (damn you SM) and a lot has happened since then!

First off, I would like to apologise to SM for thinking they were the worst company. Yes, they're sort of a bad company to me still but there's a far more worse company out there...
I'M LOOKING AT YOU TS ENTERTAINMENT!

So B.A.P filed a lawsuit against TS a few months ago and fml i never felt so heartbroken in my life other than the EXO situation. I honestly want to burn down TS but I know (and believe) that B.A.P will win. But I'm ashamed of myself as a BABY that I didn't notice that B.A.P were struggling and omg it hurts. It hurts to know that even when I saw them live in Australia, they were smiling and laughing through all the pain. But my faith in them isn't shattered because there is HEAPS of evidence to support B.A.P. TS hasn't even submitted any evidence and it's been around 5 months like pls just give up.

In other news, EXO HAD A COMEBACK OMG!!!! I really liked their teasers omg some scared me like Baekhyun's teaser D:
If you listen closely at one point there's a voice that says "someone is following you" and fml i did NOT sleep that night I was scared but omg the teasers were still so good! I'M SO IN LOVE WITH THE ALBUM AS WELL! The music video blew me away literally I was like sobbing numerous oceans as I watched it and let's just say I watched it WAY more than once! I loved their hairstyles (EVEN JONGINS AND DONT ARGUE WITH ME) and their outfits were so on point! *O*
I honestly loved jongin with his middle parting like idno it just made him look even more...sexy to me :'D and I didn't mind his outfit cos he still blew me away but omg the song
THE SOOONG
ITS SO GOOD!
AND BEAUTIFUL WAS ON THE ALBUM!
FINALLY AFTER A 3 YEAR WAIT WE FINALLY GET TO LISTEN TO BEAUTIFUL :'D

but yh I'm heaps proud of EXO and my faith in B.A.P winning is going strong~
BANGTAN IS COMING TO AUSTRALIA AND IM BLOODY EXCITED!
....except I'm in year 12 and I have exams during July which is when they come ;~; I might still go though but the tickets are pretty expensive for me D: theres only two options; $129 or $199 and the latter comes with high touch but meh $200 is way to expensive for someone like me who doesnt have a job xD but yh~

ill try to update more often~ TRY
byebye~

Tuesday 7 October 2014

Jessica + SNSD

YO~~~

So everyone has heard about Jessica and SNSD and I'm sure everyone is upset (((I AM HEAPS UPSET AND ANGRY))). Some of you might read this and say "you don't know anything maybe SM isn't at fault" but let me stop you there. If you think SM isn't doing anything wrong I kindly ask you to get away from this blog before I set you on fire. So many things have happened this year and heaps of dramatic things have happened in SM.
First Kris, or should I say, Wu Yifan, left SM. Clearly something must be wrong in SM if he was desperate to leave and good on him for escaping! Now Jessica is being kicked out and from the articles I've read on allkpop, they're trying to make themselves the victim saying stuff like "we begged her to stay" "she wouldn't stay for one more album" etc and let me tell you I don't believe a word said. If Jessica was upset at the fact she was kicked out I'm pretty sure she would stay if asked to. SM let go of the wrong person like seriously Kim YoungMin I hope you fix up your way of doing things because you're gong to make SM Entertainment go bankrupt soon. I'm so freaking pissed that they once again tried to make it seem like it wasn't their fault when it really was. Just admit you kicked her out don't blame it on Jessica. But now she's still apart of SM but not in SNSD? You high bro? I've seen articles saying that SM is keeping Jessica so they don't sue them but wtf she can still sue you. Kris sued SM when his contract didn't expire yet so why can't Jessica?

Now if the reason she was kicked out was because she was "neglecting" group activities I'm just going to buy myself a ticket to South Korea and I'm going to set the SM building on fire (with the artists out of the building ofc). What group activities could she have possibly been neglecting? Visiting TTS at music shows? Supporting other members dramas? Please don't make up BS SM cos I'm so over your lies. I hope Jessica because successful soon and then SM can see what a jewel they lost. This news still makes me angry till this day :L

Tuesday 19 August 2014

B.A.P Concert + Other kpop stuff

HEY GUYS~

I've finally found the time to just let out my feels from the B.A.P Concert that was over 3 months ago HAHAHA.

If you don't know me enough yet, aka most of you, I'm a MASSIVE baby (B.A.P fan). They were my happiness when the world didn't seem to want me to be happy. Anyway I bought a ticket for the concert but I went alone unfortunately ): i didn't get to talk to anyone near me because they just...didn't want to talk to a stranger? Not what I expected but it's okay cos I saw B.A.P!

Anyway so the concert was on the 10th of May at Luna Park in Sydney. I had a seating ticket but I went to the venue at like 10am which was too early for someone with seating. So I had my ticket scanned and was given my wristband but I had nothing to do for the next like...6 hours HAHAHA
I called one of my bestfriends up and told her I was alone and she suggested that she would come to the city and stay with me till the concert started :') what a perf friend!
SO i sat outside Luna Park in jpg mode for 2 hours and I'm not even exaggerating guys.
2 full hours of sitting down and seeing people give me weird looks ;~;

Anyway, at one point while I was sitting there like a frkn statue, a van with tinted windows appeared next to me waiting for the gates to open and I was sitting there like "omg what if that's B.A.P!? ACT COOL ANNA YOU CAN DO THIS!" but I probably just made myself look embarrassing ;~;

When my friend finally arrived we walked around and ate and we lined up to get my merch~ I got the album and light stick but damn man it wasn't my day! I didn't end up getting High Touch and they gave me a broken light stick! Can you frkn believe it!? I bought a light stick and it didn't even work ): I went to the people again but they didn't have anymore to give to me but a few days after the concert I emailed them and they sent me another one for free :') AND IT WORKS!
too bad I couldn't use it for the concert ;~;

Now I don't remember much about the concert tbh since it was quiet a while back but I have one word to describe B.A.P:
perfection

I absolutely loved seeing them live and it was so worth it, especially if you're their fan :') DaeJae were so adorable like DaeJaeUp were imitating Kangaroos and youngjae pretended to hop towards/punch daehyun and omg my feels guys! yongguk was so considerate of the fans like he asked to not push each other and to take a few steps back and omg he's an angel ((geddit HA))
himchan was so frkn cute like wtf stop being perfect! during hurricane, the fans screamed ROOF instead of LOOF and he bowed and made a heart for us :') I felt so proud!

the Check On dance tutorial made me laugh so much it was so cute and we got to dance with them HAHAHA i liked the part where it said "we now have complete control over your hormones" like do they know how true that it?! IS THAT WHY THEY SAID THAT!? HAHAHA

junhong is legit so tall like I couldn't see him up close obviously but damn the others looked short next to him! He was always the last to leave the stage and he did heaps of fan service :') what a cutie pie

that special coffee shop stage where they give 2 fans drinks omg so jealous! so himchan drank from the orange juice and then junhong gave it to a girl like guuurl you just kissed himchan indirectly! my friends and I met up with her after and just kept screaming and yeah she followed us on twitter and so on~

We couldn't take photos of the concert but I did anyway because I need memories #rebel
Even till this day I have post-concert depression and I will definitely pay to see them again! This time I will buy VIP and come prepared! Especially buy a ticket with a friend ):

Sorry for not putting much info on the concert but my feels just go all over the place thinking about it :') You guys don't understand how perfect they are :D it was such a fab day and I hope B.A.P felt loved by their Australian fans :")

COME BACK SOON B.A.P!
((rest well first))

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now for some other random pieces of news starting off with B.A.P's 'where are you? what are you doing?'
THAT WAS PERFECTION! fell in love with it so much but omg my dad gets pissed when he hears the whistling parts and he'd scream at me </3 listened to the song out loud anyway xD B.A.P never fail to amaze me!

Now some...sad news that has seriously affected me quiet a bit.
Kris leaving EXO.

When i heard this I legit started bawling my eyes out.
I refused to believe it.
I felt like someone ripped my heart out of my chest and set it on fire ):
I have moved on and I'm glad that he left EXO because he's actually doing so much better and he's smiling more :') his happiness is my happiness.

Another piece of news: Baekhyun and Taeyeon dating

I'll be honest, at first I was like "wtf this is not right" and I felt like I was stabbed but now I'm like "WHERE ARE THE BYUNTAE MOMENTS!?" like they're actually really cute and I ship them <3
ALWAYS BE HAPPY BYUNTAE COUPLE! ignore the haters like wtf they don't have the right to tell them who to date or not let alone hate on them. gtfo if you think you can tell them who to date. You can ot ship them and dislike the couple itself but don't hate on them as a person because it's their life not yours -.-"

Now I'd just like to say something but it's really random I guess...
I feel like EXO is changing a lot and idno if anyone else has noticed but SM is letting all these different members do different things like yixing was doing this cooking show, baekhyun in a musical, kyungsoo in a drama and movie, chanyeol is doing a movie, luhan doing a movie, pretty sure tao was meant to be doing something etc.
I feel like SM is making the members do different things and it draws our attention away from kris, or should I say; wu yifan.
I just get this feeling that...EXO won't be able to be 100% happy :L I want them to be happy but with the way things are going I feel really uncertain for their future...

anyway thats all for today!
Please support both B.A.P and EXO!
Don't hate on anyone because the only life you have control over is your own and not anyone elses life (:

BE HAPPY EVERYONE~

Tuesday 8 April 2014

B.A.P Tickets

HEY GUYS!

So I bought my B.A.P tickets yesterday oommggg
I'm just a bit pissed/sad tho
the frkn venue website that everyone had to buy the tickets on was so frkn stupid omg so VIP ddnt show up on my one and it was only reserved seating. so ive never bought tickets online in my life so i ddnt notice and i ended up buying reserved seating and vip came on the website 10 mins later and it like disappears sometimes like wtf bigtop get your act together pls

but yh im in row H seat 32 and im excited~ EVEN THO IM GOING BY MYSELF IM SO EXCITED I FEEL LIKE IM GONNA FAINT!
but omg my friends friend doesnt want her vip ticket so i asked my friend if she could let me have it and i might trade my ticket and give her $30 so that it would be like i paid for the ticket and then she can sell that ticket :'D unless she doesnt mind and we can just trade omg but im really excited :'D

anyone else going?
hit me up on twitter and you can talk to me about anything~

twitter: @seoul_less_

ADIOS~

Friday 21 March 2014

B.A.P Fundraiser

YO YO YO!

So there's a B.A.P fundraiser for Aussie babyz going to the concerts and this fundraiser was created by the admins of the australian babyz group on facebook! The money goes towards supplying food for B.A.P + staff, presents, slogans, shirts for the volunteers (admins) and even for simple merchandise like the whistles.
Even $5 will make a difference and it's not like youre just donating! Yep, you get something for donating! You order specific items and pay for it so think of it as buying merch and that money goes towards making B.A.P feel welcomed (:

here's the link for anyone who wants to donate and hopefully I'll see you guys there~ the venue and ticket prices will be released sometime this week so keep your eye out! Make sure you have money ready for when the tickets actually go on sale which might be in like 2 weeks minimum?

thanks guys! It means a lot to me :3

fundraiser: http://www.indiegogo.com/projects/loe-2014-project

adios~